I have no idea what I am doing. In life or in blog. I started this on a whim. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Did I think I had something to say? Something to send out into the world and make it a better place?
Honestly?
I have absolutely no idea!
So here I am. I spent way too long trying to edit what I now think was supposed to be my first entry. I was thinking it was the look of the entire blog itself. I finally deleted the giant gray box and replaced it with a pretty picture of trees only to lose the option of adding actual words. So here I am trying again. I should probably look a little more into how this all actually works before just impulsively going for it but if you haven’t noticed yet, that’s a little bit of the theme around here!
The wandering mind has been wandering around many topics recently. I’ve thought about more than a few ways of beginning this and sending it out into the void. None of them felt complete enough.
Today we’re entering into the second week of school and the first full week back. The new normal of a toddler and 3 bigs in 3 different schools is a big adjustment. On my personal journey towards mental wellness I am making a transfer from “regular” therapy to “trauma based” therapy. It’s intimidating and scary but something that needs to be done. The bigs are big into community theatre and auditions are coming up next week. This summer was a nice bit of a break from the constant driving that goes along with rehearsals and the crazy schedule we’re about to dive head first back into. Of course everyone wants to do a different show… because why make it easy eh?
A few thoughts on my mind…..
Dr. Joe Dispenza, ableist woo woo nonsense or something to it?
Is there such thing as too much introspection and self help books?
What do you think?
I should probably start getting ready to go get the kids from school. Maybe these will become more coherent as we go. Maybe they’ll stay nonsensical. Time will tell. I look forward to adding photos and tales of hikes and camping trips!
To be continued!